adampants (badadam) wrote,

everywhere there's lots of piggies, living piggy lives.

I don't know why I'm still awake, but I am. Not that it matters. I've been waking up every 2 hour again, and being wide awake. I almost went to work at 7am today just because I was bored. I should just start drinking every night again. Sleeping was much easier then.

Mow's laying on my chest right now, as I lay in my usual position on the couch with my laptop, watching TV. He's doing ok, for everyone who's been asking. He still isn't walking so great, and falls a lot, but he's still walking around and purrs when I pet him. These, to me, are good thing. I don't want to let it go too long tho, and I'm worried about the fact that I have to make that decision. Hopefully, when the time comes, I'll just know. For now, I'm just going to love him as much as possible.

As for everything else... who knows. I feel like there's no real point in doing anything right now, mostly because of the whole Boston situation. I stopped cleaning my house, and cooking myself dinner, and I haven't even picked up all of my clothes from my parents house. I don't even feel like buying anything, which is one of the things I enjoy the most. Plus, I'm trying not to spend money just in case. I guess the band is pretty much done with. Meh. I don't really see anyone anymore. Meh. I don't leave the house. Snow. Meh. But man there's some great movies on. Last night I watched Buffy The Vampire Slayer, and tonight I watched Dude, Where's My Car which I'm convinced is the best movie ever. I also watched Newsies again. And now, How fitting.

Tomorrow night (tonight) is the Teen Idols show. I think I'm supposed to be excited, right? Fuck it.

I had something else to say, but I forgot. whatever.
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